DAY SEVEN

Mom's on day seven of radiation. Keep lifting her up in prayer...
From day to day so much is going on, even when it seems not too much is happening. Must lay down my thoughts and every assumption, be still and listen to the truth. The Lord is my constant help and will show me His perfect way. Strength will come to those who wait on the Lord.  Please God help me to truly wait upon you.

FOR MY MOM

Faithful Father, Husband to my Mother. I am coming to You weary and burdened, accepting the rest that only you can give. By grace and in confidence I boldly approach You. Thank You that mercy and help is what I find in my time of need. You alone are my Rock, my Refuge, my unfailing strength. You are never late.

I will not be anxious about any reports I receive. I will continually give You thanks. I will cast all my anxiety on You because you care for me. I will stand firm. I will resist the enemy. I will take hold of and use every one of Your words to the glory and honor of Your great name. Sharp, Alive, and effective Your words are and remain. Suffering is only for a season. Winter never last forever.  I will awaken and arise with your likeness. You are the glory and the lifter of my head. My body shall rest secure. You are my hope.

Power belongs unto God. I will not worry. I will not fear. I will not concern myself with tomorrow. I am trusting you NOW. Your strength lives in me and is helping me. You are upholding me and taking hold of me with Your righteous right hand. All those that rise up against You are brought to nothing and are utterly ashamed. I will not be disappointed, dismayed, shocked, or disgraced. You are the great and terrible one that has accomplished my warfare. You are my God. You are with me. 

"For verily I say unto you, That whosoever shall say unto this mountain, Be thou removed, and be thou cast into the sea; and shall not doubt in his heart, but shall believe that those things which he saith shall come to pass; he shall have whatsoever he saith.


Therefore I say unto you, What things soever ye desire, when ye pray, believe that ye receive them, and ye shall have them."  Mark 11

Be gone mountain of despair! Lying demons of discouragement and doubt go to hell! Every tumor and cancer cell dissolve from my Mom's body and bow to Jesus. Mom, FORGET NOT ALL HIS BENEFITS! HEALS ALL YOUR DISEASES and FORGIVES ALL YOUR INIQUITIES.  Proverbs 4

My mom will be starting 10 days of radiation Monday. The results from the petscan showed cancer mass on her left lung, spots on her right lung, and spot on her liver. She's been having pain in her side for weeks. She's back on oxygen bc one of her lungs are again trying to be shut down by a mass. Doctor mentioned 8 weeks to live. THE ETERNAL GOD alone knows her days.

THE PROMISE

My little niece recently said, "It was written in God's book since forever..." all the details of your life. Every now and again she will add a new detail of what was written in God's book. I cannot help but smile. The truth welcomes peace.

In September 2007, in Encinitas California, a Pastor prayed over me and said that God was giving me the desires of my heart. I wrote two things down. 1. Recording Music   2. The one God made me for 

Two days later the first one came to pass. Three years later Dylan asked me to marry him. As of February 20th we are engaged! Enjoyed time visiting him on his break from school.  We spent some time in Seattle (picture from the hike) and in BC visiting our friends, praying, and just being together.

Wedding date is TBA...