JOURNEYS PATH

FLEA MARKET

2012-02-12T22:42:00.000-08:00

Dylan and I were sitting in those chairs today. Today we were at the Flea Market in Abbotsford...one table set up of paintings and woodburnings. Met alot of people, sold a few paintings, have many many reasons to rejoice!

REFOCUS YEAH

2012-01-25T05:17:00.000-08:00

So thankful to GOD to be married to a man who is so kind to me. I love it that we can accept one another, encourage one another, bear each others burdens, comfort one another, build each other up in the midst of busy-ness and uncertainties and difficulties. You know you're married to your best friend if you can laugh together, tell each other secrets dreams and desires and disappointments, and pray about anything and everything. Started going to two classes with Dylan a week. He's leaving on another trip friday through monday. I'm sure I will make good use of the time he's gone. I will try to post some pictures of snow days soon. I'm having some technical difficulties trying to upload pictures for some reason.Sunday would have been my Mom's birthday. That was a hard day. First time in thirty something years of my life not telling her how much I love her. I do cherish every memory and thought of her. I look forward to our reunion one of these days. She really liked a song that said, "SOON and VERY SOON we are going to see the KING." It's true. One day not so far away...every knee will bow and every tongue confess JESUS CHRIST IS LORD!

NEW YEAR'S FOCUS

2012-01-18T13:09:00.000-08:00

Meditating on the Word of God day and night. Focus on the Lord instead of obstacles. Keep trusting the Lord's perfect wisdom and faithfulness. Bless the Lord at all times. Bake less. Pray more.

We've been back for a week already and there's a good amount of snow out. Jared and Jean are here now so we plan on visiting with them at least once a week. Dylan school schedule is a full one. He's already been on two day trips with His outdoor leadership class. I went with him on one of those days, the weather conditions were very much like a blizzard. Made for an interested day. I was glad I went. We were both exhausted when we got back.

I will hopefully be resuming music lessons this week. I started taking piano lessons once a week back in October.

HERE WE GO AGAIN

2012-01-06T22:27:00.000-08:00

Packing up and getting ready to spend another day in airports and transitions. Another season of change is upon us. So grateful to my sisters and their families for meeting us in TN ...very beautiful to see them and to be together again. Each of them are such huge blessings to my life.

WHERE WE ARE

2012-01-01T10:56:00.000-08:00

Packing up and getting ready to leave Columbia. Visiting Gramma Noel today in Jefferson City. Leaving tonight heading to TN. Happy New Year everyone!

HIDE YOURSELF IN THE VINE

2011-12-30T22:17:00.000-08:00

Somewhere out here I happened to see a book on a shelf and pick it up. Furious Longing of God by Brennan Manning. Here's something I just read and could not stand to keep it to myself.

Healing is a response to a crisis in the life of another person. It's enough of a response, a satisfactory response to a crisis in the life of another. And wherever the word CRISIS is used in the Greek New Testament, it is translated in English as judgement. That's right---judgement. Healing is a response that I make to a decisive moment in the life of a brother or sister; whether I respond or not, I have made a judgement.

Healing becomes the opportunity to pass off to another human being what I have received from the Lord Jesus; namely unconditional acceptance of me as I am, not as I should be. He loves me whether in a state of grace or disgrace, whether I live up to the lofty expectations of His gospel or I don't. He comes to me where I live and loves me as I am.

MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR

2011-12-25T23:37:00.000-08:00

In Columbia Missouri for a little bit longer visiting with family and friends. Looking forward to seeing my sisters and their families in TN. Praying each of you have a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year! Should be posting another update soon. Please do drop us a line and let us know how you are doing and what's going on in your life.

COFEE AND COOKIES

2011-12-09T17:33:00.000-08:00

Iced peppermint cookies with my neighbor Carole. Enjoyed a cup of coffee and great conversation.

HAPPY THANKS

2011-11-30T21:50:00.000-08:00

Got back from a ten day trip where I saw most all my family and for that I give Happy THANKS. It was so good to see my sisters and brothers, nephews and nieces and my cousin Frann. ALso was able to visit with Aunt Pauline and Uncle Leon for a good bit. Always feel so loved and at home with them. It was strange going back there without Dylan. He had school and couldn't leave. But it was good to go back to where I've been and see the ones I love so dearly and have missed more than words.

Spent the entire day of THanksgiving on a plane, at the airport or in the car driving back. Wonderful to be back with Dylan and of course, will keep on missing my family until I see them again. Two more weeks here in Canada and then we head back to Missouri. Wow, just when you get used to something or somewhere...it's time to go. I'm thankful for change and that change keeps changing.

Merry Happy Christmas Everyone! I should be writing a detailed update (Possibly) and posting it soon. Our new P.O. Box 257 Sumas, WA 98295

A LITTLE BIT OF EVERYTHANG

2011-10-31T20:43:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday to Rebecka, Nathan, Jesse, Cindy, and Daniel!

Attended one or two of Dylan's 'field days.' One was at school and one was out at Sumas Mt. Enjoyed the days with him and his classmates.

Had a friend in from California (Deanna) last weekend painted some paintings together, went to a park, went for a walk, took some pictures. It was wonderful having her here.

I started taking piano lessons on Tuesdays. One of Dylan's instructors gave us a keyboard that no one was using in his garage. The only thing it needed was an adapter. We went to a thrift store today and picked one up... it fit perfectly.

We have a couch given to us by a friend, a light hanging up in our living room by dental floss, and Dylan bought me an electric blanket. I am so thankful for where we are and what the Lord is doing in our lives... the Lord is so faithful and constant in directing our circumstances from day to day.

The joy of baking and sharing sweet things. Been baking some pumpkin bread, chocolate chip cookies, banana chocolate chip bread. Had another friend over last night (Ben), we enjoyed getting to know him, and sharing histories.

DAYS GONE BY

2011-10-22T20:33:00.000-07:00

Twenty days have gone by since last post. Lots more has happened. My heart has never been more thankful. Yet somehow circumstances have me on the brink of tears.

STOLEN VEHICLE

2011-10-02T05:59:00.000-07:00

Guess I failed to mention that my car was stolen in Kansas City about 10 days ago while my little sis was on a mission trip to mexico. In the trunk was my dejembe drum, a large bag of Mom's clothes that Michele was going to make us six kids quilts out of, and possibly a tupperware container of some of my stuff...winter clothes/journals/skates. So if anyone happens to see it - call the police THANKS. It is a 96 Oldsmobile Ciera. Four door, beige, with Florida tags (they will be exspired since I will not renew them while the car is stolen).

Praying that the Lord will bless the thief with a guilty conscious and that he/she will put the car back where it was parked. In front of Michele's house.

SOMETHING'S DIFFERENT

2011-10-02T00:08:00.000-07:00

Split pea soup.
2-3cups of cooked split peas seasoned well with bacon. Boil the split peas once cooked in a pot with 2 cups water, a quarter to half of chopped onion, a stick of celery cut up, carrots (as many as you like), squeeze a half of lemon in there, 1/4 cup milk, 4 good slices of cheddar. Add salt and pepper to your taste.

The update from here is...Dylan's been home for more days this last week. His schedule has changed to school on Tues, Wed, Thursdays. Lots of homework still. And he volunteers on Tues after school at Mission without Borders. I've been going to class with him twice a week to the Outdoor Leadership Class. I've lost track of time. I've been baking cakes and cookies and writing notes here and there. Started painting again.

Read chapter 13 FROM ETERNITY TO HERE. I've been thinking about the Lord alot lately. How close we are to FOREVER. The power of His word. How much He has answered prayer. How perfect His plans always are. I want to hug my nieces and nephews. I want to write so many letters. I want every moment that I live to count for Jesus name. So I guess I'll keep on attempting to write recipes and songs and letters, and painting pictures and poetry, and making food with love and prayers just like Mom always did. Every now and then I hear her saying, "JUST BELIEVE..." and though it's hard sometimes --- I will face what I feel, sorrow until I'm healed...keep giving thanks.

TAKE A HIKE

2011-09-25T22:16:00.000-07:00

I suggest it for everyone (TAKE A HIKE), it's one of the best things you could do. Friday we got some pizza and drinks and went to a trail by a river near Mission bridge. It was so wonderful watching the sun go down. Yesterday Dylan and I took a hike at Elk Mountain. Sure was lovely way to spend a few hours. I might try to paint a picture and post it later. We did not take any pictures, except in our memories.

Today we spent Sunday at home... took a walk later on to see the sunset and a beautiful sky full of illuminated clouds and colors. It is cooling down, the end of summer.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BEAUTIFUL SISTER MELANIE JOY! I miss you so SO much.

SEATTLE

2011-09-22T04:49:00.000-07:00

I ended up staying a little longer than I thought in Seattle (or thereabouts) Went to David and Harmony's babyshower, and then afterwards I was hoping to mail some packages. The post offices were closed on saturdays after two o'clock. David and Harmony were so kind to invite me to stay the weekend til Monday, so I did. Enjoyed my time with them.

Went to church of Christ Kirkland. Then afterwards went and drove around. Got some Mongolian food. Went and sat at Juanita Beach Park...thinking of my Granny (Juanita) and of course thinking about my Mom...and all the things I wished they would have shared.

Missing my sisters and brothers...missing Dylan...looking forward to what will come through prayer and believing. I got back across the border Monday afternoon around 3pm and Dylan got back from his trip around 6.

DRIVE. DRIVING. DRIVEN.

2011-09-16T22:37:00.000-07:00

I drove to Mission Attended Cross Current Church.

Dylan's been gone on a few trips, he's on the 3rd one right now since we've been here. He'll be back Monday night. So I have been meeting the neighbors, they invited me to work at a charity auction one Friday. I have picked up a few items at thrift stores and the auction for the house. I have bought a few small plants at a local flea market. Met a piano teacher who is quickly becoming a real good friend to me. Attended class with Dylan one day... in between trips.

The neighbors have invited me over for coffee or dinner, feel very at home around them. I have met a student from Taiwan living in their house, she's only been in Canada a month... just about the same time as we've been here. She shared her heart as best she could the other night, I like her very much.

And then some of what I've been baking...Banana Bread.

I do like driving so I'm heading to Seattle area tomorrow for a baby shower of some of our friends. Plan to enjoy my time in the States. It's only been a month since I've been here...but I am my mother's daughter PROUD TO BE AN AMERICAN.

THANKS FOR THE BIRTHDAY GREETINGS EVERYBODY

2011-09-06T11:56:00.000-07:00

Today was full off reminders, blessings, the Lord's great faithfulness and love.

It's labor day. The day my mom labored to have me. Sure appreciate all she ever did for me. Last year she gave me a birthday card with a clear bookmark that has butterflies on it. Last year was the last year on this earth my mom would say happy birthday to me. I am thankful for all of her words of encouragement.

The outside of the bday card says: A MESSAGE TO MY DAUGHTER. The inside says: WITH LOVE ON YOUR BIRTHDAY AND ALWAYS. Then she signed it LOVE FOREVER, Mom. The clear bookmark says: I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT IN MY HEART, YOU'RE ALWAYS WITH ME. NOT A DAY GOES BY WHEN I DON'T THINK ABOUT YOU, CARE ABOUT YOU, AND WISH GOOD THINGS FOR YOU.

Speaking of GOOD THINGS --- My husband woke up early before his busy school schedule and made breakfast for me...wrote me some thoughts from His heart. My friend Marty came by, thought we were going to pick black berries, but instead she had baked me a heart shaped chocolate cake. She also gave me a bag of gifts with a card. She said she tried to think what my mom would have wanted for me. That God loves me and that I might be feeling far away from my family, but God knows where I am. My mom loved light houses (Marty's card was a lighthouse). Mom also had a habit of not just giving one gift, but many. (Marty did the same thing by giving me so many useful things in one bag). Marty's only known me for barely three weeks...

Then we just moved into this basement apartment on Saturday (and it was Monday on my bday) and the lady that lives upstairs left a bag with a card and gifts on the porch. Gave me an antique tea cup and saucer, some very nice tea from her and her husband. Her birthday card was about "When the winds of change feel too strong..." very encouraging and such a blessing.

I look forward to Dylan coming home or getting out of school every day. And for some reason, He has had school everyday even on Sunday's here. Today when he got out of school we picked up some pizza and cokes and when to a park to enjoy it. Met a 90 yr old man name Jim Schnell. We went to the recreation room in the basement of Columbia Bible College and played a few rounds of ping pong. (Man he's got skills!) He's learnin me all he knows. Whoa... I love playing with him!

So along with some calls from nephews and nieces, and sisters, some text msgs fom friends, and all the HAPPY BIRTHDAY wishes from all of you... I felt very much loved. Thanks for caring and for every effort you make to be a true friend to someone today. You never know whose day you might be making something beautiful.

MOVE IT

2011-09-04T21:18:00.000-07:00

Packing and moving...packing and moving... it really does describe a good portion of my life. Ok ok I'll admit. I do like to MOVE.

So we were without the internet for a few days and nights and did not really have a way to contact you people that are trying to get a hold of us. My apologies.

We have now moved to another basement apartment that serves us well...has a beautiful view...it's more permanant than the last one. We were staying in the last place temporarily until we found another. The place we are staying at now is exactly 2 miles from the school. 1 mile from shopping centers etc., So either of us can walk or run or bike if we wanted too instead of driving. The people seem very nice. The lady is a family counselor.

SUNDAY DRIVE TO HOPE

2011-08-28T20:29:00.000-07:00

Went to church this morning with Gordy and Karen to Abbotsford Baptist. Afterwards came home and then went to go look at a basement apartment possibility. Decided to get me a cup of something great to drink and then go for a Sunday drive to Hope going East on the Canadian Hwy 1.

This is a little past halfway to Hope...possibly a few miles past Chilliwack. Mountains surrounding far and near, clear blue sky, a few clouds, windows rolled down...

And then at Skagit Road Park... found this little rushing river.

Decided that I would wait to do any real exploring til Dylan's around. Snapped a couple of pictures of sunlight in the trees, drove past a few trails that looked interesting, saw a few cabins right near the river.

On the drive back to Abbotsford, it was just as lovely.

THE END OF THE ROAD

2011-08-27T23:58:00.000-07:00

Drove to the end of Townline Rd today and snapped a picture, and then drove to the end of George Ferguson Rd and got another shot of Mt. Baker. I actually drove to the end of a few different roads today so that I could see what other roads they intercepted... I stopped back by the HOUSE OF JAMES and there was a live band playing in their coffee shop.

The Lady I met at the store the other day invited me to spend the day with her. We went to a thrift shop, I bought a few wooden bowls for .25 cents each. Another little .15 piece of wood to woodburn later on as a gift for someone. We went to a cute little place for lunch. Then I got a hair cut and the lady cutting my hair said her boyfriend died 6 months ago. I'm too tired to write anymore of the details right now.

Talked to all three of my sisters tonight and one of my dearest friends earlier today.

JOY COMES

2011-08-27T00:39:00.000-07:00

Hard to realize sometimes just how faint our own hearts can be. Crying helps sometimes. Sleep helps too. Thinking upon the unchanging Word of God is what it takes for joy to come despite the gut wrenching turmoil of this life...

what's on the inside...sustains life. Nothing but the blood of Jesus.

MILLS LAKE PARK

2011-08-26T23:03:00.000-07:00

Went to two different parks today. Renee was generous enough to ask me to go with her and her son for a walk at Mills Lake Park. Took a few pictures so you could see what I saw today. Very beautiful day here. On my second walk I went to a park right down the street from where we're living, read 2-3 chapters in a book entitled, "Holding onto Hope" by a lady that lost someone close to her. I also sang, "Come Thou Fount" outloud all three verses. I walked to the post office. Got me something cold to drink, sat on the sidewalk and wrote three letters to some dear friends.

Just realized today that lilly pads actually bloom. Quite lovely. Saw some turtles purched on some logs, but they were too far away for me to take their portrait since I do not have extended zooom on my cam.

There were some memorials written on benches and stones that we passed by as we walked. Thought this one was worthy of capturing for others to read. It blessed my heart.

Dylan will be returning in just a few more days! YEAH!!!!

FROM EAGLE MOUNTAIN

2011-08-26T01:30:00.000-07:00

Had a glorious day today...found two thrift stores, got some postcards, greetings cards, and some pieces of wood to burn in the future. Accidently found the HOUSE OF JAMES christian coffee house and bookstore. The Hagen's, Gordy and Karen, a couple I met on the plane back in February when I was in BC last time...they invited me over for a wonderful dinner and special time with them. They drove me to Eagle Mountain and down Mt Sumas road where the trees were illuminated with the sunset. I took a picture or two of Mt. Baker.

And then here's a few pictures from yesterdays drive down Mt. Lehman road...saw some hazelnut trees.

CANADIA WE'RE HERE!

2011-08-25T01:42:00.000-07:00

Made it to Abbotsford BC the 19th. Staying in a basement 2 bdrm apartment (temporarily til we find other housing) that has been well taken care of and freshly painted by one of the College Professor's and his lovely wife. Their entire home is a small community ministry in itself.

Right across from the house we're living in there is a large (mosk looking) sekh temple for worshiping. It appears that a good part of the country of India lives here. So in a way, we're really in a different country, in a different country.

We met with a 91 year old gentlemen that we hope to be meeting with again. Turns out he's friends with the people I met on the plane back in February. They are both Gideon Bible folks. I met another lady at the grocery store who just happens to be friends with the people who own the house we're staying in. Both of the husbands are instructors at the College.

Dylan left for a six day Alpine hike. Wow. I miss him terribly and he's only been gone a few hours. I have not been a way from him for even one day since he came a week before mom died (four months ago). He left me some notes to read while he's gone. I'm sure he missed sleep writing them for me. He is so incredibly kind and thoughtful. He is such an awesome human being...I am so thankful to the Lord for giving me the gift that definetely describes "more than I could ask or think." I am so blessed.

So today I went exploring a little. Took a picture. Heard a song by Danny Michelle, "This is who's gonna miss you when you're gone." Little odd. Bought some postcards, local honey, three forks, and three spoons and some painting sponges. Knocked on the girls dorm room, looking for a girl name Jenny that I met back in February. Called the lady I met at the store and left a voice mail. Took a walk before sunset. Received word one of my dear friends had their baby Liliauna. Praise God for His tender mercies towards us all.

And now I lay me down to rest my all on the strong love that is taking care of all the ones I love in every place high and low. I will awake with joy, knowing, I will be found in Him - He that rules the world and comforts my soul.

ALMOST THERE

2011-08-18T10:32:00.000-07:00

Spending a little time with Jason and Samantha and their cutie pie children in Portland Oregon. Resting, laughing, and sharing hearts, ideas, music and whatever else we can find to smile about. Love the Millers so much - long time close friends of my family.

We're almost to our destination... Feel free to write us:

                                                    Columbia Bible College
                                                    2940 Clearbrook Road
                                                    Abbotsford, BC
                                                                    V2T 2Z8

APPY CAMPERS

2011-08-16T09:03:00.000-07:00

We're some appy campers getting two days of seeing all our Red Cloud friends. Love the beauty of hearts and minds and the illuminated beauty of the mountains and trees, rivers and lakes and all that screams God's praise as we drive these old familiar roads again.

Leaving Lake City, CO today and heading for Portland, OR. Email is the best way to contact us at this point. Signal is off and on with our phones. Should be in Canada by 18th. He starts school on the 21st. Trusting the Lord with housing possibilities and all the hidden variables in between.

SECOND HONEYMOON

2011-08-14T20:07:00.000-07:00

Dylan and I left woodland park, CO today and will be spending the next two days at Camp Redcloud in Lake City, CO. Email or facebook if you want to get ahold of us.

The days are getting sweeter and sweeter as the days go by...

CLOUD COVERS

2011-08-12T11:13:00.000-07:00

Sunflowers. Fields of them in Kansas. Crazy Skies. Beautiful Sunset. Took some pictures while Dylan was driving. (Will upload pics eventually) We left Columbia yesterday. Passed through kansas. Prairie Land. Cow Pastures. Corn Fields. Saw some cloud covers (storm chasers...not really). Stopped close to midnight and saw a FLY Inn (swarms of flies... have a good night's rest). We decided to keep driving or look somewhere else to sleep.

We'll be in Denver today for most of the day and possibly tonight.

MORNING BY MORNING

2011-08-06T05:59:00.000-07:00

Today is three months to the day that I held my mothers feet when she passed. God is forever faithful. I miss my mom so much, but the Lord has never been nearer to me than now. Morning by morning His mercies are ever new.

GOING AWAY

2011-07-20T09:38:00.000-07:00

Dylan and I have been staying in Lillian, Alabama. Feeling very loved by the Liechty Family and our other friends here and in Pensacola. We have eight more days left here and then we will be on our way to Savannah to visit some with my family and celebrate Reagan's 3rd birthday. Then onto Missouri to visit with His family some, they are giving us a reception for His family members that were not able to make it to the wedding. We will be on our way to British Columbia by second week in August, where Dylan will be attending school for outdoor leadership.

It's looking like the best way to get a hold of us is to write an email and we can call you back on skype or you are welcome to handwrite us letter to: P.O. Box 16644 Pensacola FL 32507 All mail will be forwarded to us in Canada.

WEDDING PICTURES

2011-06-23T21:31:00.000-07:00

Think I need to see the picture again...

JOY IS SORROW OVERCOME

2011-06-23T12:25:00.000-07:00

Every day is a gift. A pure sweet gift from the Father of heavenly lights. In all the busy-ness and overwhelming details of sorting through the piles, getting rid of what I have no room to keep. and processing through the loss of my Mom I want to be careful not to forget thankfulness and sharing what I can, when I can.

I am exceedingly thankful for my brothers and sisters that are forever my heart and in my thoughts daily as we have been knitted so closely together over the years and have passed through so much together. How gracious the Lord is to allow us to communicate and share so much of our lives as the days go by.

I am grateful that even though it seems I am in my own world sometimes, there is a man alive that dares to break into that world and walk with me through a mess of things that I can barely understand myself. I am thankful for his patient kindness that always turns to prayer and that he exalts the Lord above all things. What a strong, gentle love I am beyond blessed to receive in the heart and arms of my Husband. I am thankful that life is full of discovering treasures, overcoming difficulties, and the joy of knowing a deeper love than ever before.

SUMMER SUN

2011-06-20T21:52:00.000-07:00

Lots and lots going on. Life seems so crazy sometimes. Mom died and now I am married. Everything happens so fast. I am thankful. Thankful that I am here (near my family) and abiding in the Vine. Looking forward to new life, each day with Dylan, and struggling through the diversity of major changes so close together (the chapters turn and the pages fade) wading through memories of hardships, sufferings, and precious moments with Mom.

A whole lot of quiet going on inside me these days. Starting the season of grieving and as always throughout my life... I find somewhere to sit in the sun and reflect - even if it's just for a few minutes. The summer sun melts away the sadness and I am able to face reality one tear drop at a time. I have gotten a phone call here and there or a card at just the right time from a friend or some of my friend's moms. It really does help.

BEAUTIFUL

2011-05-09T08:26:00.000-07:00

My Mom finished the race early friday morning. Appreciate all the prayers and support throughout the last year. The Lord has comforted my heart in reminding me of the head-on collision two years ago. If I would have passed then ... there was no pain, no sting in death. Yahweh is merciful. He holds us in life and in death.

We do not sorrow as this world sorrows who has no hope. WE HOPE NOW IN HIM who is our eternal life and everlasting strength. IN HIS PRESENCE IS FULLNESS OF JOY and PLEASURES FOREVERMORE.

All six of Mom's children rise up and call her BLESSED. She taught us to call on Jesus and that He will never forsake us. We cling to His unfailing Word and continue to seek the Lord thanking Him for all the days of this brief journey, and we'll ever be looking upward. He alone will wipe away every tear from our eyes and split the eastern sky and we will one day be rejoicing together again...at the marriage supper of the Lamb.

JOY THROUGH PAIN

2011-04-27T03:46:00.000-07:00

Dylan is coming and I am so excited!!

Mom has been having moments of wondering where she's at and what all has happened. She still manages to make us all laugh. She told Michele and I that we are on a mini-vacation :) Michele and I couldn't believe she was reading our minds.

It is amazing how much peace you can have in the midst of such a storm when the PRINCE OF PEACE is on your side (in the boat with you).

THINGS HOPED FOR

2011-04-26T08:13:00.000-07:00

Hard last couple of weeks. Rough last few days. Traumatic day yesterday. I'll spare you most of the details for now. Mom slept good last night. This morning her arms are swollen and they are going to have to put a pick line in for IV fluids and meds. Her blood pressures up again. Her breathing sounds horrible. The Dr came in this morning at 7am told her that the cancer had matastised in the brain. He's giving her 3% sodium saline in attempts of drawing fluid away from the brain. Depending on how she does today he said he might send her home tomorrow.

I am fully persuaded that JESUS IS OUR HEALER and that the whole world is upheld by the Word of His power. I will fix my eyes on Him and rest my all against His chest, that includes My Mom. So thankful for your continued prayers and love for me and my family. HE IS FAITHFUL WHO PROMISED and HE WILL BRING IT TO COMPLETION.

HOPE NOW IN HIM

2011-04-24T23:45:00.000-07:00

Appreciate more prayers for Mom and all of my siblings. Mom's passing through a really difficult time of some intense amounts of pain. She has not really been wanting to get out of bed at all, except to use the restroom. Eating almost nothing at all other than a few bites of watered down soup (maybe), and she's drinking some sips of water and a juice box.

The Lord is faithful in adversity. He alone is our ever present help in times of trouble. We will look to Him and be saved, delivered, set free, and radiant...our faces never covered with shame. I will hope now in Him. Praise Him more and more!

WEDDING CELEBRATION

2011-04-13T00:27:00.001-07:00

June 11 is the wedding day! If you have not received an invitation and would like to join the celebration please contact me.

MET ME THIS MORNING

2011-04-07T22:07:00.000-07:00

The other day had a confession/conversation with one of my sisters about seeking the Lord as I should. She encouraged me to once again wake early and let nothing steal the gift of meeting with the Lord in the morning. Even if that means fasting sleep. Excuses try to take over our lives if we let them, keeping us from seeking His righteousness, and emptying our hearts of everything that is trying to weigh them down. I awoke at 4am this morning without an alarm THANKS BE TO GOD!

Started out giving thanks and then reading the scriptures aloud --- I have never been so awake! Prayed for so many that I have not prayed for in a while. I am so excited and thrilled for the love whose MERCY ENDURES FOREVER! I have been so exhausted from the ups and downs that seem to never stop coming, and I am so thankful for those who have encouraged me to press in and press on. Much is ours in Christ if we will just look unto Jesus. Thanks for praying for me.

THE PAST FEW WEEKS

2011-04-01T23:52:00.000-07:00

Might as well give a quick update while I have a few minutes to spare this morning. I apologize for those of you who have been hoping I would post something more than nothing.

Moved mom into a 2bdrm rental place on the 18th of March. Our friends were so generous to allow us to stay with them and share all they had until we were able to find the right place. Mom's last two days of radiation was delayed due to continual pain she was having in her chest as a result of the side effects of treatment. She was admitted to the hospital for two and half days until she was rehydrated and able to swallow again without having severe burning pains in her esophagus.

Wednesday Mom had another follow up appt with Oncologist. They're suggesting a different kind of chemo treatment from now until the end of her days. Saying that she'll probably only have a 3 out of 10 chance of making it through. Other option is so many weeks to live without any treatment at all. We're going with neither of those options. She's going to take about a month off and expect the Lord to intervene.

DAY SEVEN

2011-03-16T09:24:00.000-07:00

Mom's on day seven of radiation. Keep lifting her up in prayer...
From day to day so much is going on, even when it seems not too much is happening. Must lay down my thoughts and every assumption, be still and listen to the truth. The Lord is my constant help and will show me His perfect way. Strength will come to those who wait on the Lord. Please God help me to truly wait upon you.

2011-03-05T22:02:00.000-08:00

FOR MY MOM

2011-03-03T22:58:00.000-08:00

Faithful Father, Husband to my Mother. I am coming to You weary and burdened, accepting the rest that only you can give. By grace and in confidence I boldly approach You. Thank You that mercy and help is what I find in my time of need. You alone are my Rock, my Refuge, my unfailing strength. You are never late.

I will not be anxious about any reports I receive. I will continually give You thanks. I will cast all my anxiety on You because you care for me. I will stand firm. I will resist the enemy. I will take hold of and use every one of Your words to the glory and honor of Your great name. Sharp, Alive, and effective Your words are and remain. Suffering is only for a season. Winter never last forever. I will awaken and arise with your likeness. You are the glory and the lifter of my head. My body shall rest secure. You are my hope.

Power belongs unto God. I will not worry. I will not fear. I will not concern myself with tomorrow. I am trusting you NOW. Your strength lives in me and is helping me. You are upholding me and taking hold of me with Your righteous right hand. All those that rise up against You are brought to nothing and are utterly ashamed. I will not be disappointed, dismayed, shocked, or disgraced. You are the great and terrible one that has accomplished my warfare. You are my God. You are with me.

"For verily I say unto you, That whosoever shall say unto this mountain, Be thou removed, and be thou cast into the sea; and shall not doubt in his heart, but shall believe that those things which he saith shall come to pass; he shall have whatsoever he saith.

Therefore I say unto you, What things soever ye desire, when ye pray, believe that ye receive them, and ye shall have them." Mark 11

Be gone mountain of despair! Lying demons of discouragement and doubt go to hell! Every tumor and cancer cell dissolve from my Mom's body and bow to Jesus. Mom, FORGET NOT ALL HIS BENEFITS! HEALS ALL YOUR DISEASES and FORGIVES ALL YOUR INIQUITIES. Proverbs 4

My mom will be starting 10 days of radiation Monday. The results from the petscan showed cancer mass on her left lung, spots on her right lung, and spot on her liver. She's been having pain in her side for weeks. She's back on oxygen bc one of her lungs are again trying to be shut down by a mass. Doctor mentioned 8 weeks to live. THE ETERNAL GOD alone knows her days.

THE PROMISE

2011-03-01T23:02:00.000-08:00

My little niece recently said, "It was written in God's book since forever..." all the details of your life. Every now and again she will add a new detail of what was written in God's book. I cannot help but smile. The truth welcomes peace.

In September 2007, in Encinitas California, a Pastor prayed over me and said that God was giving me the desires of my heart. I wrote two things down. 1. Recording Music 2. The one God made me for

Two days later the first one came to pass. Three years later Dylan asked me to marry him. As of February 20th we are engaged! Enjoyed time visiting him on his break from school. We spent some time in Seattle (picture from the hike) and in BC visiting our friends, praying, and just being together.

Wedding date is TBA...

AS IN THE DAYS OF NOAH

2011-02-11T21:45:00.000-08:00

Nelson & Monica's inheritance was born this morning 7:42am. 7 lbs 11oz. My nephew NOAH is here!

ARE WE CRYING OUT?

2011-01-31T20:25:00.000-08:00

There is a sad, dry, discontent that accompanies us all when we fail to lift up holy hands, and call on Jesus name in the midst of this world's distresses and all the disappointment that surrounds. We've got to cry out! Cast our cares and resist the devil. HE IS FAITHFUL WHO HAS PROMISED!

"God of land and sea and the universe come deliver me." --- Jason Upton

OREGON TO CALIFORNIA

2011-01-31T19:50:00.000-08:00

Another little clip of the roadtrip with Jason and Samantha Miller on the way to California from Oregon. So thankful for every moment.

CALLING ALL SAINTS

2011-01-25T22:57:00.000-08:00

Calling all Saints to continue in prayer for my Mom. She had her follow up Dr. appt today and they told her the two spots on her right side were still cancer and had slightly grown. Also, mentioned something about a lymphoid. Asked her to come back in two weeks for a pet scan, but because my older sister is having a baby postponed it until the first week in March.

While I have your attention...allow me to mention a few more urgent matters.

Every one of us have to quit slacking in a our prayer lives. It is not okay. It is not a matter of whether we feel like it or not. Whether it is convenient or not. Whether we want to or not. We must repent for failing to do what we know we should do. Then do something different today. IN EVERYTHING GIVE THANKS and PRAY WITHOUT STOPPING.

Let your first thoughts of the day turn towards the Lord. Ready your mind for action. The Saints of old prayed and fasted and humbled themselves and judged him faithful who had promised. There are too many people in need of some serious prayer for us to be coming at life's difficulties ill prepared. Acknowledge Him, bend your knees, surrender, for we have nothing worth having outside of His holy love and faithfulness.

Husbands and wives cannot stay in covenant without asking for heaven's help. It is impossible to lay down your lives for one another without the Wonderful, Counselor, Everlasting Father, Mighty God and the Prince of Peace showing you the way. Parents cannot lovingly discipline and train up their children in the way they should go without the Father of every good and perfect gift assisting them and teaching them how. And how on earth can we love our neighbor as ourself if we do not daily communicate with the Friend that sticks closer than a brother? Having lips that confess Jesus name is the least that we can do. If the Lord delights in giving us more than we could ask or think. Then let's start Asking and Thinking! Expect change when God's people pray.

MORE WONDERFULNESS

2011-01-22T23:42:00.000-08:00

Thought some of you might appreciate a few pictures of where I've been. The last few weeks have been such an overwhelming display of God's love for me, I hardly know where to begin...

So I will start with giving THANKS to my Gracious, Kind, and Merciful Heavenly Father for going overboard in fulfilling this little girl's desires. There is none like You, Oh, Lord.

I spent New Year's in Missouri. Every day since has been pure joy.

It was a severe blessing to accompany Dylan on most of his journey from Missouri to Oregon. He continued on to British Columbia for school. I spent a few days in Oregon and then drove with my friends to San Diego, CA. I was there for about a week before heading back to Georgia. I am missing him more than I ever thought was humanly possible to miss someone.

Thanks to all for your prayers, for taking time to visit and catch up when you can, and for sharing your hearts and for continuing to be a blessing to me and to all who cross your path. Stay encouraged as you heavily rely upon the Lord to sustain you and keep you by His strong arms in these last days. And I will do the same.

THANKSGIVING ALL OVER AGAIN!

2011-01-20T19:07:00.000-08:00

Updates are coming people! Pictures from the drive from Missouri, Colorado, Utah, Idaho, Oregon, and California. I'm in San Diego at the moment, heading back to Savannah tomorrow. I will be returning calls and emails and letters shortly. For now, here's a picture for those who have been asking... to see the Valiant Warrior. REJOICE! I sure am!

ALL ABOUT HIM

2011-01-10T16:03:00.000-08:00

Ah there's nothing like hearing His voice. Lingering in His embrace. Listening to Him share His thoughts. Feeling His love for me. Every word He speaks is life. Being near Him is my hearts delight. Every look of His eyes makes me come alive. And I really am ALL ABOUT HIM.

I was in Columbia, Missouri Dec 30 - Jan 3rd. Enjoying every minute of the lovely weather and precious people that I am thrilled to call 'my family.' Spent New Years at the house of prayer rejoicing in the Lord with Dylan!

Dylan and I drove from MO to Colorado. Visited with Malea in Denver. Spent time with some of our friends at RedCloud. How wonderful to see your faces again. Hugs, love, and sweet communion. We drove to Oregon and met up with the friends from YD Adventures.

I am still in Portland and He's on He way to school in BC.

AMAZED BY LOVE

2010-12-19T07:51:00.000-08:00

Glorious joy barely describes the last two months. The last two weeks have been some of the most incredible of all. And the last two days are almost beyond describing. Thinking of him day and night. My heart is overwhelmed with thanksgiving for His sweet love. His laughter is music to my heart. Daily longing His presence... cannot wait to see Him again!

DRIVING ALL NIGHT

2010-12-12T12:36:00.000-08:00

Packed up... heading out... moving on. Driving all night long to Savannah, Ga in a few hours. Looking forward to spending time with my nieces, my sister and her family, and most of all my sweet loving Warrior Knight.

MAKE YOUR MOVE

2010-12-03T02:03:00.000-08:00

Still in the process of moving. Suspecting we'll be completely out by this coming Tuesday. I'll let you know if our speculations are correct.

Thought I would take a few minutes and write some thoughts down. My prayer list grows over night.

....some people have lost their jobs, some people have no where to go, some are concerned how they will provide anything for their children this christmas. Some are struggling to say the least, others are contemplating throwing in the towel on their spouse and family. Some have just come through surgery. Some have lost loved ones. Some are grieving over loved ones they dearly miss who passed on last year around this time.

For all of these, there is a Saviour. There is a word that is sure. We have the power to endure hardship and difficulty. Heavenly perspective on what is eternal and temporary. Been given everything we need for life and godliness. Comforter. Counselor. Light unto your path. An anchor for your soul. What are you going to do? Make your move.

MAKE WAR!

2010-11-28T16:14:00.000-08:00

GOD HAS GIVEN US EVERYTHING WE NEED FOR LIFE AND GODLINESS. WE MUST CHOOSE TO OBEY HIM and BE FREE from all that seeks to make us ineffective and unfruitful in the knowledge of HIM.

YAHWEH IS MERCIFUL

2010-11-22T21:26:00.000-08:00

Mom went to the dr today. Blood lab work looks mostly good, platelets are very low. Scans showed the left mass was gone. The two spots on her right lung have shrunk more. They want her to come back in ten days for more blood work. Then two months later for more scans and progress reports. Today the pik line came out from mom's arm & the main artery in her heart...where she's been getting the blood transfusions and chemo treatments.

We're in the middle of packing, moving, and waiting on further direction... thanks for your prayers.

If anyone needs some assistance or provision for thanksgiving dinner please email truthinlove@gmail.com with your needs or mentioning the needs of others. If anyone knows a military member overseas or not able to come home for the holidays, anyone who has lost their parents, spouse, or other family member and you would like them to receive encouragement over the holidays, email their information and they will receive encouragement/package. Giving thanks for all we've been given and reminding you how much YOU ARE LOVED BY THE KING.

URGENT PRAYER REQUEST

2010-11-22T17:55:00.000-08:00

Friends of mine in Oregon just called to ask for urgent prayers for a family member and his girlfriend they were in a car accident saturday. Jesse broke his jaw in three places; his girlfriend, Tessa, had collapsed lung, broken pelvis, crushed vertebrae, and is still on oxygen. Appreciate all the prayers of the saints that these two, and especially the girl will walk again and will be completely whole.

Also, Another friend of mine has a nephew, d'Cyple is only 5 years old and has been battling allergies since his 15 month immunization shot and nothing has seemed to work in favor of his healing. He wears a full onesy pajama almost everyday of his life, just to keep his body covered up. Every thing that he eats will send his body into a reaction, so it's extremely difficult to find any foods that his body won't reject.
At this point, the doctor thinks he has an auto-immune problem. Basically, his body is allergic to itself and is rejecting itself. There have been only two foods that his body seems to not respond to, too greatly; meet and beans, and only when they are cooked for over 12 hours in a crock pot. His mom Sarah has three other boys, so needless to say she could use our prayers and encouragements. Feel free to send her an encouragement. gzuslivzinus@yahoo.com

FALL SPRINGS

2010-11-11T13:24:00.000-08:00

I just got back from a few perfectly wonderful days in Missouri...thankfully.
Mom had her last round of treatment the last three days. Her blood work has improved. She has three more doctor appointments in the next few days. Along with Mom needing to recover from this last round of treatment, we're in a little bit of a time crunch. We need to move out of this current residence by Dec 1. At the moment still no idea of where that might be. Trusting the Lord to lead us hour by hour.

LIFE IN THE BLOOD

2010-10-27T01:29:00.000-07:00

Mom had to have another blood transfusion today. Her platelets and hemaglobin were really low.

GOD IS STILL BIGGER

2010-10-13T16:43:00.000-07:00

O Lord, please give us all endurance to do what is right before us. Mom had her dr appt today. Blood levels were pretty much back to normal. (THANK YOU LORD!) She's been really tired of being tired.

Today the Dr strongly suggested that she do the two more rounds of chemo immediately. He said that these would be spaced out 4 weeks at a time. He said that he had a meeting with more than a handful of other specialist about the last reports and the progress so far, and they all highly suggested and so does he, for Mom to follow through with treatment until there are no spots at all (tears will soon turn to joy, weakness will become strength).

So she started her 5th round of chemo today. After treatment today her blood pressure was running a little low. Thanks for the non stop prayer on our behalf ... I cannot tell you how necessary it really is. Our hope is still in the One whose COMPASSIONS FAILETH NOT.

GOD IS BIGGER

2010-10-07T11:35:00.000-07:00

God is bigger than shadows, circumstances, difficulties, weaknesses, and uncertainties. Mom came back from her appointment yesterday and the pet scan showed the majority of the mass that had been on her left lung was gone. The report says something like a shadow remains. There are two small spots on her right lung that are on the report as unresolved. It was suggested to her to go two more rounds of chemo or wait two months and then come back for more test to be done. We're still waiting for her blood levels to return to normal...

We are believing that Mom is completely healed and her strength is returning and she will live and declare the works of the Lord! So thankful for all of your prayers and support throughout the days and months, you have encouraged us so much. God has provided all that we have need of. His faithfulness does not depend on us.

Since memorial day in May Mom has not worked, she's not received pay, was not approved for sick leave time or emergency sick leave pay. She was told she was over 62 yrs old so not eligable for disability help through her work (Federal Gov), but that she would have to go through Social Security to apply for disability even though she was 100% disabled according to the doctor's reports of giving her only so long to live. Mom was approved for SS disability, but would not receive first payment until december or so. Meanwhile, rent is due and bills are coming in just like they always do. She could not get her retirement yet because she was not 65 yrs old. So regardless of the fact that she had zero income, had been paying some of her medical out of pocket, because she had made over $9,000 within the year she was not able to receive any sort of pention from V.A. Two days ago Mom rcvd a call from the Social Security office letting her know that she will be receiving social security disability check and social security retirement check... retirement check is retro active from June. She will not have to wait until december.

M O M

2010-09-29T23:46:00.000-07:00

Mom had her blood lab work done today. Her blood pressure was extremely low. Her platelet level was in the twenties and it was not supposed to be below 150 and a few other levels were down or up...from normal. She had to have another blood transfusion. She's home and resting now. Going for a scan on monday or wed to hopefully give her the updated results of all the treatments. HOpefully her blood levels will have improved. Thanks for praying.

THANKS BE TO GOD

2010-09-15T23:32:00.000-07:00

The Lord has continually kept Mom. She started her 4th and last round of chemo. She's been resting alot, or trying to. Her blood work the last two follow ups have been highly abnormal. Today all was well and good. Not too much to report. Still believing that all the financial stuff is going to work out and that Mom will know for sure what she should do as the time is approaching for her rental agreement to be up. Confident the Lord will provide all the details and direction.

RESTORING HONOR

2010-08-30T14:32:00.000-07:00

SHE'S HOME

2010-08-15T20:41:00.000-07:00

Thanks be to God who restores us to Himself. He is with us in the storms and struggles and pain. Mom is home again after six days in the hospital. CT Scan showed considerable shrinkage of the masses. Her left lung is starting to open up again. The incredible sore throat is gone that was keeping her from swallowing, and preventing her from injesting any liquids. Her blood work is improving and still needs to improve more. Tuesday is her next lab appointment to check bloodwork. She's still on antibiotics. There is talk about cutting her next dose of chemo (if she continues it) will be cut in half.

HOPE NOW IN GOD

2010-08-12T23:49:00.000-07:00

Mom's been in the hospital for the last 4-5 days. All the days and nights are kind of blurring together. She had such an extreme sore throat that she could not even swallow water. I'll spare you the painful details. Her blood platelet levels went from 36 to 13 to 10. The dr ordered a blood transfusion and a seperate platelet transfusion. She's been having fevers off and on. Antibiotics back to back. Her white blood count was down to 1 point something. She now has a PICC in her main artery from her arm directly to her heart where they are now putting in and taking out fluids and blood. I really appreciate all of your prayers and the love that you have shown.

SECOND ROUND

2010-07-28T23:47:00.000-07:00

Today's blood work was better. White blood count was low (as it should be) and platelet levels were up to 200-something (THANK GOD). She started second round of chemo today. Last for three days. Then eighteen days of passing through the valley. On the 11th she's scheduled for ct scans. The 18th of Aug will be the results of the progress.

GOD IS MY EVER PRESENT HELP IN TIMES OF TROUBLE

2010-07-27T00:11:00.000-07:00

Mom had fever on Sat night and Sunday morning. Started having bad pain in her side that turned to burning by second day. Hair started coming out more, so for the time being she cut her hair off.

She had an appt for xrays today and so far no results. They could not tell her what the pain was, but prescribed pain meds that she does not plan on taking at the moment. Her breathing has improved since she's been on oxygen. Her blood platelet level was 117 today which is closer to 150 what it should be, Thank God.

Platelets

2010-07-22T22:29:00.000-07:00

Mom went to the oncologist three days ago. Her bloodwork showed that her platelet levels were extremely low. Platelet level was at 39 and it's supposed to be 150. She fighting discouragement on a few different levels.

INSIDE UPDATE

2010-07-18T22:33:00.000-07:00

Mom started chemo on the 7th of this month. So far she has had no side effects except for sleeping around the clock some days. Sleep is the body's natural way to heal itself so we don't see it as anything bad. Appreciate all your prayers and support.

Thankful for the friends that sent mom the Juice plus complete stuff. We just got it in the mail yesterday. Mom also rcvd 4 dozen roses from Afghanistan.

Tues mom goes to the oncologist and I'll try to write another update then.

MY FRIEND'S MUSIC

2010-07-01T20:18:00.000-07:00

CELEBRATING YOUR JOY

2010-06-28T23:06:00.000-07:00

Congratulations and thank God for answered prayers! Some of my dearest, most faithful friends of all --- Jeff & Kara, Kipp & Renee, Dannon & Kyndel, Kirk & Elizabeth, Jordan & Rebecca, and anyone else that is committing to lay down your life for your friend. I pray that you continue to celebrate the goodness of our great God and King and how perfectly he orchestrates everything. I love you so much.

KEEP ON PRAYING

2010-06-19T00:51:00.000-07:00

I would appreciate immediately constant prayers on behalf of my mom. She was recently given the diagnosis of small cell cancer in her left lung. Most likely she will not be going back to work, but she is unable to receive her retirement benefits as of yet bc of her age. The Lord is faithful and will provide.

I am believing the unfailing Word of God that heals all of our diseases and forgives all of our iniquities. She will be completely restored, healed, and whole. So thankful for your continual prayers...

OIL & WATER

2010-06-08T16:42:00.000-07:00

And then today I went for a walk and there was a red sticky oily substance on my feet that I scrubbed off with baby oil and foot scrub. These are the pictures I took today. Evidently the coral washing up on shore is bringing the oil and chemicals with it. I'll post more pictures later.

ALL CLEAR

2010-06-07T13:04:00.000-07:00

Went for a walk on the beach today and there is not a single drop of anything dark or discolored on the beach or in the water. There are the normal variety of seashells, but no sign of oil. Kinda wonder how pensacola beach could be having 'tarballs' of we do not over here. Geographically it would makes sense that perdido key would have seen something before pensacola beach bc of where we are located in the gulf. Perhaps prayer caused the whole thing to miss us completely...

OVERCOMING THROUGH PRAYER

2010-06-03T00:36:00.000-07:00

Speaking of needing help, I could use some fervent prayers for my mother. A few days ago she had some x-rays done on her chest and found out she had pseumonia for the 3rd time in a year. They wanted her to get CT scans and did a biopsy. We're passing through alot these next few days. Could use all the praying friends I can find right now. Thanks for caring.

HELP YOU

2010-05-28T23:52:00.000-07:00

Who is helping you? And who are you helping? I pray that instead of focusing on your own needs you will look around you and see who needs what. What if you have something that could help your neighbor? But just because you never bothered to ask if they needed anything you had no idea.

I want to hear some stories of people that are willing to do whatever it takes to help those around them. You will be amazed to find that all you need to help someone is exactly what you have. Nothing more, nothing less.

May I suggest you go to my WRITE IT DOWN blog and look on the right hand side and read the one entitled MISSION LISTEN. Be encouraged. Be generous. Help someone and you will be helped.

HOPE SERVING

2010-05-24T20:10:00.000-07:00

Yesterday as I was passing through Chattanooga I stopped to get a bite to eat and to have tea with a girlfriend of mine. Hope was our server's name. I believe that every single time we take time to pray with one another HOPE IS SERVING US. Just a thought.

WHAT'S COOKING?

2010-05-09T23:26:00.000-07:00

I've been at Camp RedCloud in Lake City, Colorado since April 27 and most likely will be here until May 14th. Helping out a bit in the kitchen. It's been wonderful seeing old friends and some new faces. Trusting that my mom and family is being taken care of and that I am exactly where I need to be.

One night after breathing the cold air, looking up at the skyline, viewing the blanket of stars, and feeling exhausted (in a good way) from a long day's work --- I was thinking outloud. Remembering how I felt when I left home that I just needed to be somewhere else for a little while. A change of scenery maybe. Though it has been a joy to my heart to be home and spending time with my family, and it might be necessary to get a way every now and then. It is very wonderful seeing people I love that I have not seen in a while. What matters most? Location does not matter so much. What matters is if I determine in my heart to seek God or not. If I seek Him, I will find Him. If I do not seek Him, I will go on in my busy-ness and be overwhelmed and stressed out and anxious about many things.

When I seek God I will always have something of Him to give, because He draws near to those who draw near to Him. When we draw near to God - He is the all consuming fire and our flesh starts cooking, shedding, burning, losing self and gaining Him who is our strength.

BOXES

2010-04-19T12:06:00.000-07:00

Trying to "think out of the box" can be a bit challenging when you are surrounded by boxes. Packing is always a great time to discover the treasures you have long forgotten. He leads me...even in this. How not to waste time, what needs to go, and what is to be prepared for a later time.

TIME OUT

2010-04-10T12:58:00.000-07:00

It's good to take some time out, because you never know what's next. Time to reflect, to rest, to write some things down. Time to text the next step forward and leave yesterday behind. Time to move...

ROOTS EXPOSED

2010-04-01T21:25:00.000-07:00

On a sidenote I was thrilled to see a Man of God standing at a busy intersection today, holding up a cross for everyone to see. On it was written: JESUS CHRIST WANTS YOU BACK!

I was reminded tonight of Aspin trees and how they are one of the largest living organisms, because they are all connected at the root. Those who are truly seeking God are rooted and grounded in love as a member of the Body of Christ. Keeping heavenly perspectives, our minds renewed daily, keeps us connected to the head which is Christ Jesus, our roots are grounded in His perfect love.

Yesterday a friend of mine showed me this big ball of roots that he dug up from his back yard. There were piles of roots and stems and branches everywhere. In reflection, before I layed down to sleep lastnight I wrote this down:

THERE IS STILL SOMEWHERE DEEPER YOU ARE DRAWING US INTO YOU. ALWAYS BY WAYS WE DO NOT PERCEIVE EXCEPT IN SMALL GLIMPSES OF EARTH, DIGGING IN THE DIRT. GRABBING HOLD WITH BOTH HANDS THE TRUTH, AND LETTING IT REVEAL ALL THE HIDDEN SNARLES TANGLED UP BENEATH THE SURFACE. IN THE PILES OF STEMS AND BROKEN BRANCHES - YOU REVEAL YOUR PURPOSE. WE BREATHE IN WHAT JUST HAPPENED. ALL THE STRENGTH OF MAN TURNS TO ASHES. BY YOUR SPIRIT WE LIVE AND MOVE AND HAVE OUR BEING. OPEN OUR EYES AND START SEEING THE DESTRUCTION OF THOSE WHO KNOW YOU NOT, AND THE REDEMPTION OF THOSE WHO ARE COVERED IN THE BLOOD.

HOPE SPRINGS ETERNAL

2010-03-28T20:35:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JONATHAN! You and Sarah (and Jada) have blessed me just by BEEING who you are. So while I hope you thoroughly enjoyed your beach bday party today and everyone that showed up... I was out looking at some places with mom in beulah. I think I found you some bees. If I could have thought of a way to put them in my backpack I would have.

Spent the night at Kenny & Melanie's the other night. So that I would be able to go to the boys games with them. Got a few adorable pictures to show. All of my nephews are incredible blessings to my heart and extreme fountains of joy to all who are able to meet them.

I would like to encourage all, to take time to communicate, to write some letters, to make a call or two, go visit someone. Let someone know what's going on with you. Find out how your friends are when you get the chance. Maybe spend a little less time with electronics and a little more time with those who can give you a living response. I'm just sayin'...

SPRING WEATHER

2010-03-21T14:20:00.000-07:00

Watching the storms roll on in, the wind is picking up, and the sun is peaking behind the heavy clouds.

Left on thursday with my cousin Frann to bury her mom. The funeral was friday. I think more people should attend funerals, it might improve their quality of life. Watching the reality of dust to dust, ashes to ashes, and one day death will be swallowed up in life. The grass withers, the flowers fade, but the Word of the Lord stands forever.

Loved hugging my nieces and sister for a few minutes. Now, I'm back in Fl/Alabama, and I had dinner last night with my other sister, her husband, and their four boys.

Still appreciate all of your prayers for Frann and if anyone wants to bring her a dinner, call or visit, now would definetely be the time. THANKS.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICHELE! I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SO MUCH. I thank God for blessings you with the sweetest heart alive.

BATTLE HYMN OF THE REPUBLIC

2010-03-16T23:17:00.000-07:00

Mine eyes have seen the glory of the coming of the Lord:
He is trampling out the vintage where the grapes of wrath are stored;
He hath loosed the fateful lightning of His terrible swift sword:
His truth is marching on.

(Chorus)
Glory, glory, hallelujah!
Glory, glory, hallelujah!
Glory, glory, hallelujah!
His truth is marching on.

I have seen Him in the watch-fires of a hundred circling camps,
They have builded Him an altar in the evening dews and damps;
I can read His righteous sentence by the dim and flaring lamps:
His day is marching on.

(Chorus)
Glory, glory, hallelujah!
Glory, glory, hallelujah!
Glory, glory, hallelujah!
His day is marching on.

I have read a fiery gospel writ in burnished rows of steel:
"As ye deal with my contemners, so with you my grace shall deal;
Let the Hero, born of woman, crush the serpent with his heel,
Since God is marching on."

(Chorus)
Glory, glory, hallelujah!
Glory, glory, hallelujah!
Glory, glory, hallelujah!
Since God is marching on.

He has sounded forth the trumpet that shall never call retreat;
He is sifting out the hearts of men before His judgment-seat:
Oh, be swift, my soul, to answer Him! be jubilant, my feet!
Our God is marching on.

(Chorus)
Glory, glory, hallelujah!
Glory, glory, hallelujah!
Glory, glory, hallelujah!
Our God is marching on.

In the beauty of the lilies Christ was born across the sea,
With a glory in His bosom that transfigures you and me:
As He died to make men holy, let us die to make men free,
While God is marching on.

(Chorus)
Glory, glory, hallelujah!
Glory, glory, hallelujah!
Glory, glory, hallelujah!
While God is marching on.

He is coming like the glory of the morning on the wave,
He is Wisdom to the mighty, He is Succour to the brave,
So the world shall be His footstool, and the soul of Time His slave,
Our God is marching on.

(Chorus)
Glory, glory, hallelujah!
Glory, glory, hallelujah!
Glory, glory, hallelujah!
Our God is marching on.

by Julia W. Howe
November 1861

WATCH AND PRAY

2010-03-15T22:44:00.000-07:00

There are so many people we need to be praying for daily. I personally appreciate your prayers for me and my family. Every day I am thankful to know that someone is praying for me.

Please continue your prayers for Frann, her mom passed on today. There are so many details she has to deal with and work through emotionally, physically, financially. Looks like I will be driving with her on thursday to savannah for the funeral.

Pray for the youth, the young adults, the senior citizens, the church as a whole...to get serious about personally seeking the Lord and applying His word daily.

THANKS FOR PRAYING

2010-03-12T08:28:00.000-08:00

My causins Frann & Frances could use alot of extra prayer right now. Frances has been through so much in these last few years with her health and she is 97 years old. She was admitted to the hospital days ago with congestive heart failure and they transferred her yesterday to a hospice facility. Frann has taken care of her mom for so long that it is difficult to imagine not doing so. She's dealing with alot and needs us all to be holding her up in prayer continually.

FAMILY NIGHT

2010-03-07T01:58:00.000-08:00

Was very encouraged last night at my sister's house. Drank too much hot chocolate. Watched a movie with her and my mom after my nephews went to sleep. The movie was about cooking and blogging for those of you who would like to play trivia. Go ahead and try to guess.

Hugs and snuggles from my nephews, I adore them. My sister grabbed ahold of my shoulders just as I was about to leave, and how I thank God for her sweetheart. So thoughtful. The little things we do make such a big difference in the lives of those around us.

Had a real aggressive conversation with my mom yesterday before we left the house. About 'waking up' or 'coming alive' abiding and remaining in the Word of God. Life definetely looks different. When we returned home last night from my sister's house, I went to the bookshelf and picked up a book about Smith Wigglesworth entitled, The Standard, by P.J. Madden. Opened and read from chapter six outloud about being FILLED WITH GOD. It was very amazing to reflect on our earlier conversation and then seem to pick up where we left off. It was pure motivation and encouragement to understand how different life is when it is filled with the power of The KING of Kings, and His Kingdom cannot be shaken.

Hebrews 2:14-15

BOBBIE'S SONG

2010-03-02T19:51:00.000-08:00

WAITING FOR HIM TO COME

2010-02-26T20:19:00.000-08:00

I could listen to this song until Jesus comes and feel every Hallelujah with tears in my guts, longing, awaiting His coming. Nothing else will do.

Received a call today with words that touched the depths of what has been stirring inside me. God is taking care of all things. I lift my hands in thanks that you are delivering those that I have been praying for, because you yourself have made intercession for each of them. Your freedom & healing is coming my brothers and sisters.

Encourage and strengthen yourself in the Living Word of God --- He hears the cries of the righteous! He will make all things new!

TIME TO REST

2010-02-24T21:18:00.000-08:00

Besides coming up with all kinds of recipes, doing some light housekeeping, unpacking my backpacks to repack them, writing a letter every now and then, trying to help my mom find a place closer to Pensacola, I have been resting. I have met up with a friend or two every now and then, and spoken with one or two over the phone. Committing everything to prayer and beginning to see The Body function as it should.

My truck is being worked on some more in hopes of possibly heading north and west for a few days. Today was my nephew's bday ELIJAH DAVID. Two year old treasure of love. Thank you God for allowing me to be a part of their little lives.

The other night I sang with my friend Andrea at the Back Door (Beacon of Life Ministry) in Foley... I really really like those people. Andrea has been my friend for many years. I think we both started writing songs and poetry right around the same time many years ago. We both long for the Lord to do all that He wants to do in us and through us. It is a lot of fun to watch what happens when two or more of us show up in one place (agreeing) He is in our midst. Healing comes. His Word accomplishes all that it was sent forth to do.

I am excited for the days to come, and I am full of tears at the same time. Overwhelmed by the Lord's perfect love to come in and save the day EVERYDAY. Earnestly desiring to see others turn their eyes to Jesus so that everything else will grow strangely dim in the light of His glory and grace. How I long for the righteous to realize that HE HEARS THEIR CRIES and WILL DELIVER THEM OUT OF ALL THEIR TROUBLES. If they will only look to HIM their faces will be radiant and nevered covered with shame.

PRINCESS PARTY

2010-02-18T17:06:00.000-08:00

Tuesday returned from PRINCESS PARTY celebrating my nieces birthday. All my nephews and nieces were there, my mom, and four out of five of my siblings. The lastest of what's been on my mind (besides Georgia) is FEAR NO EVIL (Psalm 23:4).

KEEP WATCHING KEEP PRAYING

2010-02-12T20:39:00.001-08:00

Just today had a friend call me with some big "NEWS" that was absolutely a direct answer to prayer. Thank You Lord...thank you so much. Also, it started snowing tonight here in Savannah, Georgia. My little niece who is about to celebrate her 4th birthday, she asked and received. She said outloud, "THANK YOU GOD!! Thank you for the snow! I'm really excited about it!" (With huge smiles on her precious face)

TAKING TIME AWAY

2010-01-31T22:10:00.000-08:00

Awfully nice to have these pages to write what's going on in my life and inform those who care to know what is on my mind. So it's about that time. Time to take some time away and re-evaluate what's going on inside. It's time to listen carefully and make some more decisions.

For a time (not certain exactly how long yet) I will be taking a break from technology. I will be receiving mail via P.O. Box 16644 Pensacola, FL 32507. I cannot promise an immediate response, but I do promise to pray for you, and to write back when I can.

Meanwhile, pray for me. Pray for me to have a greater understanding of the knowledge of God. I pray for all of us that we will not allow ourselves to remain distracted, but that we will seek first His Kingdom and righteousness.

Find someone today and be their friend. Listen and love them. Befriend those people you claim to be friends with. A true friend is a gift from God. So be one.

LET THEM CALL YOU CRAZY

2010-01-28T01:25:00.001-08:00

INVISIONING

2010-01-23T23:41:00.000-08:00

Children of God crying out to a city, praying, singing, searching for the lost. While in conversations, listening to their story, painting a picture on a piece of wood, with a verse they can take with them, reminding them never to forget what is temporary and what is eternal.

What if we lived to relieve peoples burdens along the way, searching for ways to lighten their load, and hopefully they will be so encouraged by the love that so deeply impacts them...they could not help but do the same for others.

As long as I have breath in me - I will be telling anyone I can of my Father's faithfulness to answer prayer, and lift up the broken hearted. He frequently displays His love and power in ways that heals the hurting, and defies the impossible with the simplest of understanding. Keep boggling our minds Lord. Your love is nothing we can explain, even though we keep trying to...

THE REFUGE

2010-01-12T11:30:00.000-08:00

Spent a few days in Indiana. Met up with some precious friends I had not seen in quite a while. Threw some snowballs at a few people. Painted some walls and a window on the corner of second and main street (downtown evansville). Saw immediate answers to my prayers. Met a new friend in Memphis. Continually rejoicing in the Lord for THE REFUGE He is to me and all those who call on Him in truth.

CONTINUAL THANKS

2010-01-01T23:40:00.000-08:00

Spent the last few weeks (or months) visiting with my family in Georgia, Florida, and Alabama. Enjoying every minute of playing and watching my nephews and nieces grow. Continual thanks be to God as I received my truck back from the mechanic shop, received funds to renew the tag, got a new $100 battery for $25. The Lord is ever merciful and kind.

Went to the eye doctor the other day and this is the third year in a row that my eyes have improved. Of course, they cannot explain it. I can!! Why should my eyes be getting better and better the older I get? It's kind of backwards from the way they say it should be. Imagine that.

It is definetely the winter time around here... from one day to the next never know what to expect. Feels like South America at times, but then right back to artic circle bitter cold. Thank God for hot chocolate, hot ovens, and sunshine and hugs friends that remind you -- you are loved. If it's been a long time since you've written or called, update me.

Seasons are changing, I have changed, and honestly my methods of communicating are not what they used to be. NowAdays, I am not keeping up with everyone. I will keep praying for any of you that the Lord brings to mind, but please note that I am more of a responder than a keeper-upper. Any calls or letters I receive are truly an honor. Thank you for being my friend.

THOSE WHO WAIT UPON THE LORD SHALL RENEW THEIR STRENGTH

2009-12-15T07:09:00.000-08:00

SING TO JESUS PEOPLE!!

2009-12-02T20:28:00.001-08:00